Rant 4.0

This is written prior to pediatric case write up submission.

Phew, what a month. It was a roller- coster one I tell you. Nevertheless, those moments are precious and became part of structures that make me sane and grateful. Alhamdulillah, all praise to the Lord who never leave me alone, despite of my weaknesses and sins. He keeps on giving me things that He knows is the best for me.

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