Senyum

O Allah, day by day passes, and I think my time could be near. O Allah, please let this world be in my hands, not in my heart. Because soon I'll have to leave it. Please, guide me all the way to Your Jannah. Ameen.

I walked to the hospital from Shontanelle Road this morning The sky looks darker, The wind blows stronger, And my thoughts fly across the nature. I look at the sky,  I close my eyes,  I enjoy the scent of the wind, And my heart grows fonder. "O Allah, Your sky is so high, Your earth is so wide, But why my heart still feels insufficient, Tho the duniya looks grand" "O Allah, I know that, the duniya is so small in the eyes of the believers, That they know, only You can fully attain their hearts, So please, I beg you,  Don't make me feel that this world is everything for me, Rather than than just a place for a traveller, To stop and haul what necessary, Before she continues her journey to the Hereafter" "O Allah, let me attach my heart to You, And fill it with an-Nur, For You will never leave me,  Eventhough I am alone, Don't let me fool myself, And don't let me blind myself, And fall into the dec

Assalamualaikum wbt. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan yang menghidupkan dan mematikan sekalian makhluk, termasuklah hati. Dialah yang paling pengasih diantara yang pengasih. Dan Dia yang tidak meninggalkan, saat yang lain meninggalkan. Dialah Allah, Tuhan yang diharapkan pertolongan-Nya saat dahi mencecah ke lantai. Moga- moga, dosa- dosa kita diampunkan Sang Pengampun. It has been awhile, since my last update in this blog. I feel a bit guilty actually because there are so many things to be shared and poured in this blog. However, due to several circumstances, I couldn't make it. So, hopefully, one day Allah will give me an extra time (barakah) to write everything I want in this blog. Alright. My life was pretty busy I think. (Well, everyone is busy Sarah). Sometimes, I do forget my purposes whenever I did something such as study, mingle around with friends or simply wake up from the bed. And I kind of hate the feeling when I cannot recall or remember my purposes of life. I will

Assalamualaikum wbt. Segala puji bagi Allah. Yang tidak pernah meninggalkan hamba- hambaNya, bahkan mendekat, lebih dekat daripada urat leher mereka. Yang mendamaikan serta pandai memujuk hati. Dalam masa dua minggu ini, kami di Royal College of Surgeon in Ireland sudah mula didedahkan dengan penyakit serta management (cara rawatan) mengikut sistem ( sistem pernafasan etc) cardiorespiratory (CR). Alhamdulillah banyak sangat yg saya dapat belajar daripada modul CR ini, terutamanya tentang keburukan merokok.  Kalau anda nak tahu, asap rokok boleh menukar lining paru paru daripada columnar epithelium kepada squamous epithelium. Jadi, paru paru tidak akan berfungsi seperti biasa. Dalam bahasa lainnya, fungsi paru- paru berubah. Dan apa- apa yang berubah, tidak bertindak atau berbuat dengan tujuan asal ia diciptakan, maka ia akan menyebabkan kerosakan. Basically, that context also fits into us, human. What is our purposes of life? I mean, our REAL purposes of life that has b