Ke langit.
Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan yang menciptakan dan yg mematikan. Yang paling pengasih diantara yang pengasih. Yang paling penyayang diantara yang penyayang.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. Untuk semua perkara yang terjadi pada hari ini mahupun hari- hari yang lepas. Banyak sgt yang Allah tarbiyah kepada diri yg serba lemah ini. Terutamanya mengenai perasaan- perasaan yang mahu ianya dibawa naik ke langit, seterusnya diterima oleh pemilik langit. There's a thin line between "I am doing this for the sake of Allah" and "I am doing this for the sake of myself".
I met a kakak a few days ago. And her attachment and trust to al- Jabbar is so high, that she never feels her success is due to her effort, rather than Allah's help. But in reality, the way she put her effort to achieve what she wants is so amazing. Like she never know the meaning of tawakal.
I am in dire of help from Allah. Everytime, every second in my life, I should not feel I am in control of my life. Unless with Allah's will. But this heart is too stubborn to embrace the fact that, I am going to leave this world soon. The fact that I am not ready to face it.
I should return everything to the Creator, so that my heart can be solaced again. And be more grateful I think.
P/s: baru habis papers utk FMIP module. Alhamdulillah, couldn't asked more from Allah!
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. Untuk semua perkara yang terjadi pada hari ini mahupun hari- hari yang lepas. Banyak sgt yang Allah tarbiyah kepada diri yg serba lemah ini. Terutamanya mengenai perasaan- perasaan yang mahu ianya dibawa naik ke langit, seterusnya diterima oleh pemilik langit. There's a thin line between "I am doing this for the sake of Allah" and "I am doing this for the sake of myself".
I met a kakak a few days ago. And her attachment and trust to al- Jabbar is so high, that she never feels her success is due to her effort, rather than Allah's help. But in reality, the way she put her effort to achieve what she wants is so amazing. Like she never know the meaning of tawakal.
I am in dire of help from Allah. Everytime, every second in my life, I should not feel I am in control of my life. Unless with Allah's will. But this heart is too stubborn to embrace the fact that, I am going to leave this world soon. The fact that I am not ready to face it.
I should return everything to the Creator, so that my heart can be solaced again. And be more grateful I think.
P/s: baru habis papers utk FMIP module. Alhamdulillah, couldn't asked more from Allah!
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