Ke langit.
Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan yang menciptakan dan yg mematikan. Yang paling pengasih diantara yang pengasih. Yang paling penyayang diantara yang penyayang. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. Untuk semua perkara yang terjadi pada hari ini mahupun hari- hari yang lepas. Banyak sgt yang Allah tarbiyah kepada diri yg serba lemah ini. Terutamanya mengenai perasaan- perasaan yang mahu ianya dibawa naik ke langit, seterusnya diterima oleh pemilik langit. There's a thin line between "I am doing this for the sake of Allah" and "I am doing this for the sake of myself". I met a kakak a few days ago. And her attachment and trust to al- Jabbar is so high, that she never feels her success is due to her effort, rather than Allah's help. But in reality, the way she put her effort to achieve what she wants is so amazing. Like she never know the meaning of tawakal. I am in dire of help from Allah. Everytime, every second in my life, I should not feel I am in control of